harlii.ol.day

A certain Tin in the universe said, "One thing you must realize, these feelings will pop up again at certain times in your life..." My reply to that would be my infamous "i can attest to that" line. They do. When everything seems to be okay, when you are on steady ground... they pop up all of a sudden, shaking you once again. The past three days counted as those "certain times when they will pop up again". Monday and Tuesday was smooth. For a long time, I've never felt so peaceful, so secured, so confident that good things will happen just as I wait. Wednesday, however, was the killer. I lost my phone and there goes the trigger. Having merely sleep and limited my connection to people.One of my friend probably have heard this from me a lot of times. While there are YM, Facebook, name it, as options - they're not just as accessible. Friday, I went home in the morning drunk decided to take a taxi. So, i hailed the bright of session road. . T...

Im staring  at the clock its quarter to 3 i’m tossin to bed cause i just cant sleep..cause your not here with me im reachin out for you i wish i can talk to you. Tryn to figure out whats goin on with me im used to have all the answers for everything oh boy ! tsk dunno what to do. Its so crazy a u simply amaze me. All the games i played and the 3pings im doin seems so lame to me im goin down with this new me ahggh but still i dunno if your tellin the truth or just Trippin'

OVER .. Today i just figured that i should end this stupidity before it totally kills me ! I have proven time and again that relationship whose foundation is a weak as infant and a relationship that sprung out of lies and nurtured with lies will never head a rightful path. Yet i continued playin with the game believing we can work things out. But what could you expect from a LONG DISTANCE LOVE AFFAIR? I should not have allowed us to reach this far, i should not have invested too MUCH, and i should not have played the game where we would all be losers hurting at the end. But what’s the use of my bla bla bla over things that can never be undone? So the mature thing to do now is to LET GO of it at once.. Will i still have the courage to lose grip ? today, im putting a quotation to this stupid sentence a PERIOD ....THANK YOU AND GOODBYE ! Uno. 

My heart feels shattered. It’s excruciating when the person you love no longer trusts you, even when you've given your all. The pain runs deep, and all I seek is peace in this relationship. I sacrificed so much, believing in the love, trust, and understanding we built, but it feels like it all vanished in an instant. I’m torn. I don’t believe he truly loves me anymore because love and trust go hand in hand, and he doubts me for no reason. I know myself, and I’ve remained committed, staying true to my promise to his mom to take care of him. Yet, despite everything I’ve done to prove our love is worth fighting for, I feel alone in this effort. It hurts that breaking up seems to be his only solution, even for something small. I know relationships are about sacrifice, and I’ve been fighting for us, but it seems like he's quick to give up. I can't understand why every disagreement leads to talk of a breakup. If the fault is his, I forgive him, but if it’s mine, it feels like the...