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  Don't Worry I will free you when it's finally time for you to go.. For a heart that's been torn, there's not much you can do but understand.. Remember these words? Don't worry I will free you when it's finally time for you to go..it hursts I know.. but it explains everything. There's no easy way to let go of something that I know will never happen again but I will face the world around me knowing that I am strong enough to let you go, I'm aware that you only came into my life for a while.

I have a job that keeps me busy most of the time,  I spend my rest days mostly  at home to make up with the stress of the whole week and get back to work once it is over, and..... that's it! Geez, I never realized that things are getting so much into a routine.  My brain should get rusty and dusty in no time. Then I thought of, what about making a blog? Geez, that was super. lol. With this one, I'll try my very best for my blog entries not to be dramatic,  self-centered, mysterious, and annoying.  Of course I have had my blog entries on multiply,  and as I re-read them,  I questioned myself, "was I drunk while making these entries?" lol. Anything under the sun. Just to keep my mind working  (cos I don't feel like it is, lately).

It's been a while, eh? Geez, the last blog that I've posted was dated February. Haha. It's time for a new one, I say. What has happened between the last blog and this new one? Much? I dunno.  I had a relationship with someone, swamped myself with work, fought with my dad for the nth time, wasted money, time, blah.  Ummm, I dunno what else to put on here or where to start to make this journal sound decent. Maybe I should just put in whatever butts in my mind. Ahh, what about my recent post in facebook? Heehee. See, I've been going round in circles, but I am somehow managing to make myself survive from all the stress and emotions I have been going through lately. I don't want this journal to sound mushy and all, but, yeah, I went through fry just recently.  Alright, this is what I have in mind right now: Lee Carr song 'The way we used to be Would I look hot if I wore glasses? Coffee date with Hazel later tonight What gift would Santa give me for Xmas.? Told 'y...

It’s something I wish I had known sooner—something I wish I could have told my younger self when I was in the depths of pain, unsure of how I would ever find my way out. Whether it’s from heartbreak, the loss of a loved one, or a deep disappointment, emotional wounds don’t heal overnight. The scars aren’t easily erased, and the process of healing doesn’t follow a neat, predictable timeline. Adulthood has taught me that healing is a journey, not a race. I’ve learned that it’s okay to feel the weight of the pain, to acknowledge that it’s there, and to honor the time it takes for my heart to mend. Healing is a deeply personal process—there’s no right way to do it, and certainly no wrong amount of time it should take. But there is one thing I’ve come to understand: you can’t rush it. The Weight of Emotional Wounds When we experience emotional pain, it often feels like a heavy burden, a weight that we can’t shake off. We might find ourselves searching for ways to heal quickly, thinking that...

  I just want to take a moment to express how incredibly grateful I feel after finally getting the keys to our new home! It’s such an amazing feeling to have a place to call our own, a space where we can truly be ourselves and build a life together. Every corner of this house holds the promise of new memories—laughter, love, and everything in between. I can already envision cozy nights, celebrations with friends and family, and quiet mornings sipping coffee in our new kitchen. This journey to homeownership has been filled with excitement, anticipation, and a few challenges, but it has all been worth it. I’m so thankful for everyone who has supported us along the way—your encouragement means the world to us. Here’s to this beautiful new chapter in our lives, filled with endless possibilities and cherished moments. I can’t wait to see what memories we’ll create in this wonderful home!

I see you buzzing around. I see your mind racing even when your physical body may stop for a brief moment. I see you. I want to hold your hands tightly, guide you to my bedroom, and I want us to sit down for a talk. It’s not about anything bad; you’re not in trouble. I want you to be inspired after we are finished today. But, I also want you to rest. You being exhausted by the end of everyday, day after day does not serve anyone well. I know you’re doing your best. I know you’re giving it your all. I know you’re trying to live up to the potential people have always seen in you and talked about. I know you’re trying to make a difference to change the world and not waste any bit of your life. I also understand that you doubt yourself every single day that you don't even know what you’re doing, or even if you’re devoting your time to the right cause. But, doing something has to be better than nothing. Right? WRONG! That’s the biggest downfall you’re going to come across. Buzzi...

You mean the world to me. And I'm not trying to be cheesy or just saying this because I can. I'm saying it because I mean it. You make every day so much brighter and I seriously have no idea how I dealt with life before you. You have been in my life now for years and I couldn't thank you enough for loving me for who I am and always being here for me. But I also want you to know I am always here for you. I want you to know that things will get hard in life and at times you will feel alone. You will want to give up and quit because things are just so overwhelming but please don't. Things will be okay, and I will always be here for you when things get hard. But I just want you to know you are an amazing woman and I never want you to lose faith in yourself when things get hard. Because you have such an amazing life ahead of you. You have so much to accomplish and you can't do those things if you give up. Your future is going to be so bright if you always remember what y...