fact :)

One of the reason why people get so sentimental. it's because, memories are the the only thing that don't change. When everything else does. There are things in life that can't hold on forever, no matter how much you fight for it. Some isn't always good, it becomes playful.

 When you met someone you learned to love, you thought it was destiny who made your paths cross, but what if making your paths cross is just part of the game that the playful destiny create? making you realize in the end that the person you thought that was destined for you wasn't really meant to stay, but only destined to make you feel love and leave you when you've already fallen. 

It's not easy to sate a reason when you decide to leave your love. Some might think its it's just an excuse, some might not actually believe, some will blame you, some might even get mad at you, that they don't see is the fact that it hurts you even more to hurt someone who doesn't deserve to be hurt, especially when you can't actually state the reason why you have to leave. 

You can never own something that was never yours. So let's stop gripping on something we expect to last forever. FOREVER is aLIE. everything is transitory. So while you have something on your hand, put in mind that it's just borrowed. So it won't take you eternity just to let it go. When your feelings get strong for someone, it's always wise to stop for a while and give your heart A TIME TO BREATH, a time to use your mind to weigh the situation based on reason not on emotion. Because the saddest thing can happen is when one fall in love and the other wants nothing. 

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes be an illusion. There are times when i wish that i was limited to certain emotions, so that i'll never have to experience pain, never feel betrayed or disappointed, and never get my fragile heart broken. But the same thing means that i'll never know how it feels to love and be loved in return. 

The thought if it kind of scares me. To have a heart that's whole but numb, or heart that's broken but real. Someday we'll all be looking back to those days we learned to lose, get hurt, cry, and fight. Maybe when that time comes, we'll be laughing at our old dumb selves, realizing hot stupid we were to stand up for things we knew weren't really meant for us. But i guess learning takes time, and mistakes makes one's journey fun. 

Life is what we make it. Love makes the world go round. So let's live, love, and take whatever pain it brings. Though it;s hard to wait around for something that i know will never return. It's harder to stop when i know it's everything iv'e always wanted. But you know what? i'm glad............

=) with all this crazy things that happened? you've became strong and learned how to fight, and i guess that's my only contribution. thank you, take care, i'm just here.,. =) ALWAYS